Give the mouse a cookie, she’ll ask for a glass of milk.
There’s no typo here. It’s a she.
This Dubai Lama has been doing some thinking on the part of Muslim men, in Afghanistan, Pakistan, Saudi Arabia, Egypt, and Indonesia, and beyond. Yes, beautiful Indonesia suffering under the eyesore of women straddling bikes! Not enough that a tsunami hit the sunny coasts of Aceh, now women (those rambunctious ignorant creatures), are stubbornly and shamelessly flaunting their rear behinds straddling motorbikes all over the island.
No wonder a tsunami had to hit. Allah’s wrath against bike-straddling women can be endless. It sweeps everyone in between, the bike, the bikers, and the sunbathing tourist.
Warning to potential tourists: Before you head to the shores of Aceh, make sure that women there have adhered to the No-Bike-Straddling Law. Severe punishment from Almighty awaits those who disregard the warning.
Better yet, all of you restless, righteous Aceh, Afghani, Pakistani, Saudi male souls, who have been plagued by the sight of women (astaghferollah), get rid of them. Nip the problem in the bud. Just finish them off.
Let me help you here.
The biggest mistake Mohammad did was abolishing the killing of infant girls. Rectify that and call far a sweeping femicide to rid the world of women. Otherwise, the list of rights those inferior creatures are demanding has no end.
First, secure in the fact that they wouldn’t be killed in the swaddle, muslim girls demanded to go to school. Then they started to have opinions and insisted on being heard (disregarding the fact that their voices are haram). Then they wanted to be a part of the shura, demanded seats in the Parliament, some became queens, leaders, drove cars, wore pants.
Did I say drove cars?
King Abudllah of Saudi Arabia: Are you out of your mind? Have you stopped taking your medication or what?
Muslim men, make it easy for yourselves, because the world was created for you and you alone.
Instead of demanding that women wear the veil, show only one eye (if at all), stay home, just get rid of them, annihilate them, finish them off.
They’ve been such a burden and lately I’m beginning to think that some of you, muftis, mullahs, nose-pickers, toe-scratchers, are losing sleep, pondering on the future of the world with so many women in it.
For sex, you’ll have each other. Not that you haven’t done that already.
And you have your goats. Majority of you wouldn’t even know the difference between a woman and a goat.
As far as reproduction is concerned, well, your offspring will look just like you. Goats do have beards, mind you.
A match made in heaven.
Joumana Haddad killed Scheherazade. I read the book, sat and listened to Joumana explain how she spilled Scheherazade’s blood and I wondered: Who’s going to kill Shehryar? Will a man step forward from the audience, from the past, the present, or the future and say: “We’ve had it with the image of this ruthless misogynist ruler who was on a genocide mission to exterminate all virgins, and I’m up here to kill him.”
History does not prosecute kings and it turns a blind eye to the crimes of men.
Therefore, I will sole handedly take Shehryar to The Hague and charge him with the following:
(Not sole handedly, no. I’m dragging Joumana into this with me. She will be my witness, my historian, my ally, and together we will be the voices of those nameless one thousand and ninety five virgins slaughtered on their wedding night by one of the most (in)famous characters in literature.
I put the “in” in brackets because who else besides me have thought of Shehryar’s guilt? Have we not marveled at his transformation and paid little attention to his crimes? Why does he still scare us? Why do we abide by his law until this day, all the way from Indonesia to Morocco, where men who kill in the name of honor emerge as heroes, where not to kill is cowardly and shameful, where women’s lives are trivialized, bartered with, and ultimately forgotten?
Therefore, these are the charges against Shehryar: He is to be charged in
1) the names of all the unborn daughters conceived during those nights of bloodshed.
2) the names of mothers weeping helplessly as they dressed their daughters in their shrouds and sent them off to marry a murderer.
Unless Shehryar gets to face the court, injustice against women will not cease.
This and other things.
Three years. During those years, Shehryar killed 1095 girls, his first wife and her lover, plus an undisclosed number of maids.
Except for the murder of the first wife and her lover, a crime of passion, so to speak -crimes nontheless – all other killings were pre-meditated, carried out in cold blood, and would have continued had Shehryar’s vizier not had an intelligent, well-read daughter named Scheherazade (who would be killed by Joumana Haddad a few centuries later).
The rest is now the fairy tale story we embellish, censor, abridge, translate, and adorn with images; the story hakawatis tell and movies are made about.
Those innocent souls that were murdered mercilessly: who’s going to get them justice.
How many of those 1095 conceived on that first and only night of matrimony?
How terrified they must have been, knowing that it was their last night on earth? And why?
Did they get to plead with him?
And their names? I wonder about their names. The length or their braids, the color of their eyes.
What kind of dreams did they have growing up?
Let’s start from the beginning.
Because Arabian Nights started one night, or day, when Shehryar found his first wife in bed with a slave.
Let’s just kill Shehryar.
Let’s imagine that the slave was quick, got up, and killed Shahrayar.
We wouldn’t have Arabian Nights then? And Joumana wouldn’t have had to kill Scheherazade?
How many of us would prefer that? How many of us care?
She wants to know.
“What does haram mean,” she asks, as her mouth forms an incredulous O, consistent with the brisk strokes of her mascara wand.
“The guy online said it is haram for a woman to show both eyes, that one eye is enough, because showing two eyes has encouraged women to wear more eye makeup.”
And the O stays there, freezes, at the insanity of the statement, the pure arrogance of it. This obsession she’s gotten into her head, a constant need to justify, a terrifying fear to obey.
She, who, at 18, has been shielded, protected, encouraged to think for herself, how did haram make it to her vocabulary?
Religious platitude and half-demented ulamas.
And I wait for her to laugh, to tell me that she was pulling my leg, that she wasn’t actually asking, that such an idea does not even exist.
I wait for her to shrug the conversation away, drop it off with the last stroke of mascara.
But it’s too late.
Fear has been ignited into those black pupils of hers.
She’s been having nightmares of being pushed into black eyeless pits.
Veils and burqas and bearded goons.
“And why is music haram?” She continues.
How do you explain Andrea Bocelli then?
“If God could sing he would sound a lot like Andrea Bocelli.”
She, who volunteers at the animal shelter and takes dogs out for walks, out of sheer love of life.
“What if God has referred to himself as a scientist? Would that have made him more believable to atheists and agnostics and alienated him from, say, relgious people?
But religion would not have existed then. It would have been the name of a Rock n Roll band, a new Metallica song, or a hookah lounge. Imagine that!”
An irreligious God?
I might have liked him then.
The making of a roundabout is a very complicated thing. It can take years. One has to justify the endless construction, digging, detours, and suspended traffic lights on a throat-choking busy road by making a roundabout. And then when it’s done, you feel like a fool. How come you never thought of it? What else could it be? The signs asking you to please excuse the road work men at work we’re working to enhance your experience. Almost a kilometer long stretch of orange cones and concrete barriers. Was it a sort of revelation, a civil engineer’s epiphany, jotted down in a rush? The word misspelled. Broken into two. But it doesn’t matter. The misspelling might even elude autocorrect and the immediate boss would not notice. He’s an engineer too, and the written word doesn’t mean much in that department. It’s the drawings which count. The symbols and measurements and the perfect 360 degree of a circle yet to adorn the road.
There are also half-abouts. Roundabouts not completely round, or just half finished.
It all depends on how one sees things.
The glass half full.
The things you learn in Dubai.
Religion is the plight of the soul, the bane of faith.
The call for prayers, the wailing cry of a minaret weeping, yet again.
I take my shoes off and walk on the grass. Walk and walk, in circles. Oblongs. The grass is a caress, full of spices and mist and thirst. And loneliness. And stolen nap times. Arms tucked under sweaty heads, emaciated, distrustful. This is what the grass is for, a sanctuary from the sky above and the memory of the sun just minutes ago, insidious, discriminatory, whipping their sweating brows.
I want to lay my head next to theirs and dream. What would I see there, under the eyelids twitching with fear? A crane collapsing, a rope snapping, the endless echo of a scream, a plastic bag where the portioned-out lunch remains untouched, rotting.
This is what feet are made for, to walk bare on grass, the toes drifting into a trance, inhaling the sound of the sea underneath. It is not smooth, soothing. These are blades, needles. A grid of unevenly cut shapes woven into the pale tapestry of a forced green. A new color. Shade yet to be named.
And the toiling of ants.
It is orange dresses, black skirts, white pants, not maroon robes. Pedicured toes nails, waxed legs and armpits, the face threaded, the eye brows a nuisance, perfectly plucked.
The hair unkempt, curls filling the spaces between neck, shoulders and waist, refusing to be tamed.
45 years old. I am.
How did I end up here, alone, redefining loneliness, rewriting my past, never the same story twice? I’ve stopped asking.
The truth. The truth is sewn in the hem of a thoub, snow white, of the man I once loved.
I promised to cherish him and love him. I promised never to forget the white thoub, the shoulders underneath, and the hands trembling with tenderness.
How did I forget?
How did I break the back which carried me and turned away from the face with the greying moustache, black once. Raven black.
“Verily, We have revealed the “scripture” and We will assuredly guard it.” [Quran 15:9]
This line has been lost in translation, from God to Gabriel to Mohammad, to us.
Because of the loss in translation, we have failed to understand that the “scripture” revealed is being guarded somewhere else, in heavens, in God’s heart, in a cosmic place, but not on earth.
We knew all along that this is the case, but suppressed it, because so much relies on suppressing it.
To name a few:
The Saudi government and its monopoly on religion
Patriarchy in its worst and most lethal forms
Women degradation, humiliation, and subjugation to men
The license to kill in the name of Jihad
It’s all just a joke…
What if Muslims questioned themselves, the verses they memorized as children, and a collective understanding of their intentional ignorance started to dawn on them?
What if they’ve already done that and felt embarrassed to the point that they denied they ever thought, questioned, and wondered about the righteousness and relevance of their belief?
That would be quite detrimental.
What would the Taliban and the Pakistani mullahs do then?
But then, whoever suggested that Taliban and the mullahs were more than puppets, repeating words and verses verbatim and diffusing them with their own backwardness, illiteracy, and tribal greed? A herd mentality huddling around a book lost in translation.
What would the Saudis do?
Their usurped status as guardians, machos, pillars of Islam would crumble to the ground and they would appear in their actual designation as the guardians and usurpers of oil.
What would Muslim women in Afghanistan, Saudi Arabia, Pakistan, Somalia, India, Indonesia, Egypt, do and say, knowing that they were fooled all along, accepting their secondary role as a lesser part of society for so long, obeying a God whose real message is, “Women are equal and have the same rights as the other part of society I so call man”?
What if God’s message in the guarded authentic version of the Quran was meant to be revealed and was revealed to a woman, herding the sheep somewhere on a lonely mountain in Mecca, only to be gang raped and massacred, her body left to the hawks?
What if religion was gang raped, is being gang raped, and will continue to be gang raped until it is no more?
What if it’s the one gang rape that humanity needs in order to break free from this unexplainable bondage to religious dogma, rules and righteous attitude?